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Wednesday, December 07, 2011

[Dream] reality

dreamed about noticing a problem with reality and tried to bring it to the attention of others. I realized in the end as I stepped down the platforms a second time (part train station part club) that the rain was falling normally but half the people are walking on the ceiling, not the other way around.

Then this fire started from a big train wreck, caused by not moving bodies/stuff from the tracks so had to get on that.


Sunday, September 19, 2010

[pH]Rage LvL10

 

There was a LONG SPAN of AWOL by ABE until I confronted him about commitment to the project, started out asking his stance/position.

Abe was initially angry because he think's I'm not pulling my weight in coding (he also thinks alpha test phase at the time = BS).

After that I STILL considered him on the team (of course! I have arguments like these w/ NK all the time!) and adjusted myself to coding/fixing bugs per Abe's suggestions. At this time Abe becomes even less responsive than pre-confrontation times.
NK later on informs me Abe got an internship at Symantec and will NO LONGER HAVE TIME for Walbid. I get this news the DAY I was going to go to UCLA over the summer. I cancel the trip to socal of course. No point in going.
I CONGRATULATE Abe, and OFFER COMPENSATION. If Abe wanted to still be in Walbid (in spite of his terrible availability and responsiveness) he could have CORRECTED me RIGHT THERE over gChat. The team still desperately needed him at that time.
Now he's angry because he thinks "I kicked him out of the team". ARE. YOU. SERIOUS.
And getting mad over me asking about retainer/AMEX? Assuming I'm baiting him to talk about other stuff? And I find those things WERE INDEED IN UCLA when I checked last night? ARE. YOU. SERIOUS.
Abe does NOT COMMUNICATE
Abe MAKES ASSUMPTIONS
then he GETS ANGRY
I can't even describe what I'm feeling right now. Never felt capable of this before. HOW ARROGANT

 


Thursday, July 01, 2010

Dream

Someone I talked to recently mentioned hiking...

 

In my dream I wound up hiking with my bro and his girlfriend, plus a couple others. This hike had no trail, and as we went things got so steep (like several grades above SF streets) we had to use our hands to dig into the mud a bit. We got to the top which was a mid sized mesa but lots of vegetation and got to the other side. And it was also really steep going down. Fortunately there were lots of thick branches/vines and Emily grabbed hold of one and went down like a rope.

I asked her if she thought it would hold if we all went down the same vine/branch as her after she's gone down a bit and she said NO. So we all spread out and grabbed what we can to ease our descent. At the bottom, we were somehow in front of all our houses. Everyone's home was laid out side by side on the dirt cul de sac at the bottom of the small mountain.

We decided to hold some potluck by going into our houses and bringing out food etc to the cul de sac in the middle. Right before we were about to dig in, I woke up. >.<|


Friday, May 21, 2010

Jotting down a dream I just had

Yesterday I lost a dream because of this:

Gesture-based computing on the cheap

 

The dream I had last night was as a scientist. I went from lab chamber to lab chamber attempting to contain a biological contaminant from spreading. But somehow, eventually, I became part of the contaminant. I wandered sometimes as a green mist and sometimes as a humanoid form, trying to choke and take down later scientists trying to take me down.

The confrontation eventually came about between me (in humanoid form) and them, and I surprised myself by asking a peculiar question: Where is the specialist who trained me into who I am?

FLASHBACK SAMPLE AX301:

I was a humanoid developed from a set of cells that are superhuman. Not in talent, just in speed. As a male specimen, I was trained in male etiquette, but all I thought about was work.

FLASHBACK:

A female sample and I are in a rapid transit module, and all we talked about was work. "I need to work." "So do I." "I gotta work." "So do I." On and on in rapid conversation until her trainer showed up. Alone in the transit module I got frustrated, needing more meaning and trying to stop my thoughts, because my imagination would NEVER make it to recorded history.

FLASHBACK:

"Class, this is a sample who is changing concentration to creative writing."

Someone bursts onto the scene; I thought it was me, but it was not; I'm sitting in a chair; Next to 2 girls; Sample blurts out tons of creative thoughts seemingly as rapid paced and incoherent as mine; Everyone is amazed but I know who he is inside; He seems to levitate with energy, and settles into a couch next to 2 other girls; The couch moves like a wave; It is a massage couch; Suddenly the couch beneath me moves; Am I the sample?

Then I wake up.


Saturday, December 05, 2009

After marriage and having a kid, the kid grows up to send both mom and dad their divorce papers!

.....True Story!


..I don't know. Personally after seeing all this come to pass I currently don't believe in marriage. The End.



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